It’s 8:50 am. I’ve been putzing around since 730. Totally not in the mood to sit in my morning ritual of chanting, meditating, and morning pages.
It makes sense. I’m on day 29 of my cycle, I feel the effects of low estrogen during this time - lack of energy, decreased motivation (hence just sitting here looking at my altar!), low serotonin levels (increasing the feeling of anxiety and moodiness), general PMS.
I’ve been flowing with the full moon for some time now, so the anticipation of releasing, coupled with the feeling of stagnation can rev up irritability.
Knowing all of this helps me create a container to let myself roll through these unpleasant emotions for a bit. Eventually, I’ll get to the ritual. I’ll get to my mat. And I’ll get to feeling better. I find on this day in particular, the day before the flood gates open, is the best day to literally go with the flow of my being.
The freedom tracking and living by my cycle has given me, is the freedom I want ALL women to experience.
And soon, you shall.
you get another like but I'll step up up to this mic
spit about my life how the dog truly bites
you know you haven't seen the light still dating pretty boys
pretty boys that look like dikes probably using sex toys
I'm in the gym using roids getting buff cuz this life is pretty tough
then im smoking cuz I'm broken cause life been hella ruff
done had enough you looking banging hot but you cuffed
what the fuck I'm that nigga tho spent my last dollar just make another dollar and some mo
meaning I aint broke got love and I'm paid no joke
look I would like to get to know you
all of you mind body and soul just let me in tho. I got the key need you to be unlock.
619:39 PM Sep 14, 2018
Yeo since you don't care you finna get this
let's be friends let's not I ain't goin to be friends with a lesbian thot
fuck your feelings I'll line you up for these back shots
thinking Andrew pussy you get the lion and these paws
ill take a snapshot while you giving me jaw
3 way the best way it's law bae what can I say
seeing shit Cristal clear today prepare for this hell
I'mma about to raised maybe this bar will get me laid
I cared about you not no more I'm tossing you in a grave
I was there remember you got to treated like royalty
you didn't have question my undieing loyalty
now I ain't taking no shit cuz you a hoe to me
got my balls back the word love is something you lack
you need guidance to get you ass on track
crying about a teacher that shit was very wack
but at the same time you thinking you all that
cuz your ass was fat and you kinda thick
but your attitude just didn't fit
but I was there just remembered that you trick.
319:37 PM Sep 14, 2018
playing like you popular you gonna get poped for the culture
I'mma live post the murder so you can get some more views
don't worry I'll
leave the cops bread crumbs call this blue clues
you can finally make the front news
they find your body cut up with a blade y'all blame my favorite tool
No hand grip pistal grip needed
I used my buck knife's on you
your friend can get it to she can
get fucked right I know her type still in school
she can get this D but she won't get her master degree fool
yup your teacher didn't teach you the number one rule
now back wit you the little Instagram bitch won't get off her phone for shit
just like her mother non caring and stuck up like a lil trick I'm supposed to be family man you girls filled with lies
and hard dick
get another like for your insecurities I'll make dis quick Yeo
you should know you should've cared more you like summer coming and going
it's like the phatom the dawg and lighting showed more loving