Frustrated as heck. Because my mind and body are just not on the same page at the moment!! 🙄 my mind wants to keep pushing and work on my #goals... but my body has been tired as heck. #sad
I’ve been trying so hard to convince myself that I’m not sick.
Because sick = tired.
And tired = bad workouts.
And bad workouts make me sad!!
But ya know. It’s about dang time I listen to my body and chill for a sec. ✋🏼 sometimes it’s easier said than done but it is honestly important to listen to ya lil body!! Just as much as your head 🙃 so if you’re feeling sick... or just plain exhausted, don’t feel so bad about taking a day off! It’s not the end of the world! You gotta let yourself recoverrrrr. K. That’s all! Happy hump day fit fam!! 💕
It's my best friend's birthday today, and I'm awful cause I'm gonna be home a day late to celebrate with you. But for now, I leave you with this cheesy post on how much I love having you in my life, how much you make me laugh, and how much I can't wait to eat that lasagna you made. Go have fun and don't stress today!!! Love you querida❤
kind of a longer post today
i just want to say that this man has done so much for everyone around him even today. even 27 years later. even with what little archived photos/videos we have on him. honestly without the videos his voice. his songs. all of it. it’s helped so many of us out there get through tough times. whether it be just a bad day (for me at least) just watching a concert video, a interview of him, maybe an instagram edit, even a old photo. it brightens my day. these past few months have been HELL for me and i’d probably lost it if it wasn’t for freddie. his positive energy literally beams through pics and videos. thank god for his beautiful voice and this incredible band. i’m so happy we still have their music playing because let’s be real today’s music is actual SHIT !! i can’t listen to it. at all. none of its natural anymore and it’s so sad. just thought i should say this real fast so everyone that actually read it could stop for a minute and thank baby jesus for sending us this band to the world :) #notthriving#butitsfine#bcwehavequeen#tehe#bye
Sometimes i feel like i am waiting for Something that is not going to Happen 😊 #butitsfine 🖤 :)
6446:42 PM Jan 5, 2019
Turn my traumas into stories. A resolution I saw @matthewcuban post. —————————————
We aren’t rocks, things have an effect on us. Then we try putting it off, ignoring it, not admitting it and it brews inside us. This brew becomes toxicity towards those we care about even if our intentions were never to be so to anyone other than ourselves.
Being taught to be ashamed of even admitting something can affect us, because it is weakness, we think they are insignificant. You might be the last person to even care, therefore others don’t care to hear it. Humanity is based off of them, we learn and we resolve. We owe it to our ancestors, our parents, those around us we love, and the rest of the world.
Healing is work that benefits the universe. It allows your energy to now be redirected into where your full potential can be unleashed. Changes are weird and awkward(especially any self growth); get through them.
Many years I spent numb, there was people that told me I spoke without emotion. Something a barely took into consideration and have started talking about. It’s cool, coming from that ‘don’t be a pussy or lil bitch’ culture... what I can tell you IDGAF about my stuff and they don’t either its whatever lmao, like it happens. Tell it to others cuz you don’t know who the fuck is listening and takes it in. Also be open to others stories, and you see ya ain’t alone in it and learn from them as well. I talk too much but it’s for those that wanna read or listen, if you don’t care it’s all cool my stories aren’t for you.
Okay so I want to make this aware ‘cause I know I haven’t been on this account. I do love the boys still, but it can be exhausting for me to keep up with people that are always posting at 12am and always having new tea everyday. I am not mad at this fandom or the boys, I just need a break. <3 #noonewillseethis#butitsfine#love