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Hi internet. This photo is for me. Trying to remind myself to smile. 💫
Can’t sleep lots on my mind 😞 I need to Chang thing in my life soo fucking bad! I never thot being this insecure would mess up my life this bad or make me hurt this bad! It’s the worth filling and the only one I can blame is my self! 😞 I need to make changes not just for other people but for my self and for the one I truly love and can’t live with out! #trust#love#selflove#fuckinsecurity#beyourself#Whocareswhatpeoplethink
Everyone feels scared and worries sometimes, it’s OK to embrace those parts of yourself.
It’s not your job to make everybody happy, it is your job to take care of you, to embrace yourself and love all of the parts that make you special. The parts that allow you to shine your successes out to the world like little beacons of light so others can find you🎇
Your job is also to feel pain and to let others know that you are in pain so they can be there for you.
What ways can you embrace you today?
it’s not your job to hide who you are and all of your special gifts and talents so that someone else may feel more comfortable around you, keep shining. 🌠
You can’t see my body but my skin has always been a “thing” for me. I’ve always been self conscious about my skin. I have a full body birthmark and when i was younger you could visibly see the ones on my face. •
As i grew the ones one my face faded a bit and the ones on my body grew more prominent. I hated wearing shorts, skirts. Tank tops , spaghetti straps etc. in public because of my birth marks and how different my skin looked from others. •
growing up i didn’t think i was beautiful. So my skin + birthmarks just played on that insecurity , affirmed it and made it grow. I was unaware that how i was viewing myself was taking a toll on my self value. And it made me seek those “you’re beautiful “ comments from other people. Or “i love your skin” i preferred hearing it from other people because i was not telling it to myself. I couldn’t believe it coming from myself. •
Then i started acting and modeling in college. I loved the craft and the art. It helped me to step into myself more authentically and boldly. Showed me that inner strength comes from being yourself unapologetically. but the industries ability to pick you apart ate at insecurities i already had. I could not run from myself. I had to face myself. I had to face the fact that i was being toxic to myself. •
I deleted my social media’s , stopped acting and modeling. And went into solitude. I forced myself to face myself. Face every toxic thought i had about myself. Face every ill word i spoke towards myself. Face every belief i held about myself. •
And from that moment on i decided to figure out how to love myself. How to be everything for myself that i was seeking from other people. How to truly take care of myself so that i didn’t expect others to do it for me. How to truly love my skin , my birthmarks , my quirks and my natural naked self. I am proud to be able to look myself in the mirror and love who is staring back at me.
I love every inch of this woman and I’m proud of who she is and all she is becoming. It’s been a long road and it’s only getting better. •
#happyhealing🌻 | #healing | #peace | #womenempowerment | #healthyself | #insecurites | #selfworth
“Once you cross the line there are things in the darkness that can keep your heart from ever feeling the light again.” —Raymond Reddington
I crossed that line a long time ago. Darkness was where I lived. I was soulless, heartless and completely void of all good. I grew accustomed to pain and suffering. Light was no longer apart of me. When I got sober and gave my life to God that all changed. I slowly let that light shine, allowing it to give life to a shattered soul. I’m far from a saint but I have light in my heart today where there was once only despair. Proof that God exists? Just look in the mirror. Have a wonderful week everyone 🙏🏻 ————————————